Shake The Disease
By: Depeche Mode
I'm not going down on my knees begging you to adore me
Can't you see it's misery and torture for me
When I'm misunderstood
Try as hard as you can
I tried as hard as I could
To make you see
How important it is for me
*Here is a plea
From my heart to you
Nobody knows me as well as you do
You know how hard it is for me
To shake the disease
That takes hold of my tongue in situations like these
Understand me
Understand me
Understand me
Understand me
Some people have to be permanently together
Lovers devoted to each other forever
Now I got things to do
And I said before that I know you have too
When I'm not there
In spirit I'll be there
* * repeat
Monday, March 27, 2006
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Heh... what a future...
I may have been panicking like mad thinking about how much $ I have to spend on things like a car and the inevitable move-out, but it's the price we have to pay for the livelyhood that we have chosen. I can't really back out now...
Anyways, just went to look at model homes w/ my friend who had just bought one recently and is starting to choose their interior designs and colours. Man, what a way to use up a whole afternoon. This is just the initial "going in to check things out first" kinda deal. Saw some model homes too. There's actually quite a lot of things to consider when choosing these things. Everything has to go together in a way, but yet you can't tell until you actually go to a model home to look around at the combinations they have. It was a pretty neat and informative experience.
Oh joy... I'm going to have SO much fun... well... not for another 5-10 years at least...
*looks at his empty wallet*
Anyways, just went to look at model homes w/ my friend who had just bought one recently and is starting to choose their interior designs and colours. Man, what a way to use up a whole afternoon. This is just the initial "going in to check things out first" kinda deal. Saw some model homes too. There's actually quite a lot of things to consider when choosing these things. Everything has to go together in a way, but yet you can't tell until you actually go to a model home to look around at the combinations they have. It was a pretty neat and informative experience.
Oh joy... I'm going to have SO much fun... well... not for another 5-10 years at least...
*looks at his empty wallet*
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Treachery, Faith, and The Great River
Title from a good DS9 episode...
I had originally thought of not going back. I thought that I no longer felt the need to go... that I wasn't important. What were my reasons to go? Treachery...
Tonight made me realise that perhaps I've renewed my reason to go. Perhaps I had thought of the wrong reasons why I didn't want to go. Why I didn't want to go didn't matter. What I choose to now go for is important. Faith...
There are always questions. Some of which we might find difficult to approach. We might not want to face them. We might not have answers. The answers might not even be the right ones. However, we cannot escape reality. We cannot sweep it under the carpet. Things may look bad/unfair/crazy in our eyes, but we cannot even come close to understanding it all. It's just a mystery. In the end though, all will be answered. Some may call it hindsight, but I choose to call it something else.
"The river will provide."
I had originally thought of not going back. I thought that I no longer felt the need to go... that I wasn't important. What were my reasons to go? Treachery...
Tonight made me realise that perhaps I've renewed my reason to go. Perhaps I had thought of the wrong reasons why I didn't want to go. Why I didn't want to go didn't matter. What I choose to now go for is important. Faith...
There are always questions. Some of which we might find difficult to approach. We might not want to face them. We might not have answers. The answers might not even be the right ones. However, we cannot escape reality. We cannot sweep it under the carpet. Things may look bad/unfair/crazy in our eyes, but we cannot even come close to understanding it all. It's just a mystery. In the end though, all will be answered. Some may call it hindsight, but I choose to call it something else.
"The river will provide."
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Past + Future = Present
"What you were... and what you are to become... will always be with you."
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ST:TNG, last episode. It's all about identity. That's all I'll say.
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ST:TNG, last episode. It's all about identity. That's all I'll say.
Thursday, March 02, 2006
33
Yes, we're tired.
Yes, there's no relief.
Yes, they keep coming after us time after time after time.
And YES WE ARE STILL EXPECTED TO DO OUR JOBS.
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Post-Comment Edit:
Ok, rather than leave my dear lovely readers confused and scratching their heads, here's the explanation.
The quote comes from the new Battlestar Galactica series. The basic premise is that robots that some humans from another galaxy created a long time ago rebelled and a long war was fought. The robots lost, and they receeded for 40 years. Then they came back and nuked all the human's homeworlds. Now, only a small fleet of ships carrying almost 50,000 survivors is all that is left. The episode this quote is from is called "33" because the robots kept attacking the fleet every 33 minutes. The fleet would get away, but 33 minutes later, the robots found them again. It lasted 5 straight days until it was discovered that one of the ships was being tracked. The humans found out after the ship went missing for an hour and then showed up but with all the passengers gone and a nuclear bomb in it. They had to blow it up. Finally the humans got away. And now the show is just about the humans trying to find Earth because to them, Earth is a myth/legend.
Confusing? =P
Anyways, I wrote that quote because sometimes working night shifts and realising that your exhaustion caused you to screw up feels exactly like that. Yeah...
Yes, there's no relief.
Yes, they keep coming after us time after time after time.
And YES WE ARE STILL EXPECTED TO DO OUR JOBS.
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Post-Comment Edit:
Ok, rather than leave my dear lovely readers confused and scratching their heads, here's the explanation.
The quote comes from the new Battlestar Galactica series. The basic premise is that robots that some humans from another galaxy created a long time ago rebelled and a long war was fought. The robots lost, and they receeded for 40 years. Then they came back and nuked all the human's homeworlds. Now, only a small fleet of ships carrying almost 50,000 survivors is all that is left. The episode this quote is from is called "33" because the robots kept attacking the fleet every 33 minutes. The fleet would get away, but 33 minutes later, the robots found them again. It lasted 5 straight days until it was discovered that one of the ships was being tracked. The humans found out after the ship went missing for an hour and then showed up but with all the passengers gone and a nuclear bomb in it. They had to blow it up. Finally the humans got away. And now the show is just about the humans trying to find Earth because to them, Earth is a myth/legend.
Confusing? =P
Anyways, I wrote that quote because sometimes working night shifts and realising that your exhaustion caused you to screw up feels exactly like that. Yeah...
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