*beep beep* *beep beep*

"What the... I thought I finished tuning this thing already."


"Blue-9 to all units. My radar is picking up something. Can someone confirm the readings I'm getting?"


"Anyone?"

OMG THIS IS SOOO COOL!!.... oh wait...

Now THIS is interesting...

http://arstechnica.com/journals/thumbs.ars/2008/06/18/
kelloggs-has-a-new-message-lego-bricks-are-delicious-and-fun-to-eat

http://www2.kelloggs.com/Product/ProductDetail.aspx?product=8213

Initially I thought, "Woah, that's actually pretty cool! I'd so buy a box of that just to check it out." Then I thought to myself, "Hmm... those guys could be right. Last thing you need is your kid suddenly wanting to eat REAL Lego blocks b/c they can't tell the difference b/w the actual blocks and the fruit snack."

But then I thought again, "Wait a minute, aren't Lego's supposed to be for somewhat older kids anyway? They should be a bit more sharper than that. If your kid is too dumb to know the difference on the first bite..."

... anywayssssss, I still give it a cool! Now I want some.

Enjoy the Everyday

I Already Am :)

Steppin' Out

"I thought you said you weren't ready for this yet?"


"I'm not. Which is why this is strictly a reconnaissance mission. There will be no combat involved. I still have to practice my flying skills if anything right?"


"If you say so. I still wonder if this is such a good idea."


"Don't worry. I know that sector. There's usually a lot of interference that produces false radar contacts, but that's what we're there for. To better fine-tune our detection. Nothing will happen there. Trust me."


"Alright. Just take care of yourself out there ok? You were in really rough shape after that last mission."


"Don't worry. I will. I can't stop flying forever, you know?"

The Final Nail in the Coffin

The time for delusion is over.

Yes, I probably was in love with the idea... but that wasn't being in touch with reality.

Deep down, I really knew I was just pushing myself. As I walked a bit faster in my road of self-discovery, I figured out that I can't push myself to do these things. I never could before when I was younger, so what makes me think that I can now?

It's just not me.

And the most important thing right now is, I have to find out Who.I.Am.

Moving there isn't looking so great now.

But moving out definitely does.

I need to get out of this house.

I hope I don't change my mind again, but I think we need to shelve Plan A.

Give me another week or two and see what's what.

I hate it when other people are right about me... that I talk too much and not take any action. I guess I'm like that though...

But the one thing that I need to say in response to that is...


Fuck it all.