Yes, I probably was in love with the idea... but that wasn't being in touch with reality.
Deep down, I really knew I was just pushing myself. As I walked a bit faster in my road of self-discovery, I figured out that I can't push myself to do these things. I never could before when I was younger, so what makes me think that I can now?
It's just not me.
And the most important thing right now is, I have to find out Who.I.Am.
Moving there isn't looking so great now.
But moving out definitely does.
I need to get out of this house.
I hope I don't change my mind again, but I think we need to shelve Plan A.
Give me another week or two and see what's what.
I hate it when other people are right about me... that I talk too much and not take any action. I guess I'm like that though...
But the one thing that I need to say in response to that is...
Fuck it all.
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