Lost

And God I hope it's not too late
It's not too late
'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear to fall
I said, babe, you're not lost

teh shall0w !

While I've always known that I have pretty good eyesight, I will always thank God for allowing me to have it for so long and that I pray I will continue to have it in the future and be able to use this gift to benefit those around me.

Today, I make a shallow post to be thankful to have the eyes to see the pictures I saw today.

All I can say is... DAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYUUUUUMMMMMMM!!!

(proceeds to go bang his head against the wall)
why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why...

Ahem... yeah, I think those of you in the know should have an idea of what I'm talking about... *blush*

Yeah, I think I'm kinda shallow... but then, who isn't in one way or another?

Difficult Challenge Lies Ahead

First off, you guys should know me well enough to know I'm a super geek/nerd type person. So, feel free to start rolling your eyes ahead of what you will see.

I still can't get enough of the xkcd comic. Here's another one that is also representative of what I have to prepare myself for:


Yes, I'm a nerd. But also yes, I'm going to need to do something SUPER hardcore to accomplish what I want to.

What will be the outcome? Only time will tell.

Webcomics... again

Found another webcomic to follow... This one is just... geeky. It's at http://xkcd.com/ in case you're curious.

While most of it is geeky and mathy, there are a few I would consider "artistic" that are pretty cool and a few mushy ones.

This is an artsy one that probably described the time of my fateful decision:


It is titled "FALL APART". Pretty self explanatory.

Boy was I stupid

It's interesting to truly see how much of a retard one was by walking back along the path to see what one had done and its consequences. Apparently I had forgotten a great deal of what I've done, but all I can see is the massive destruction that resulted from it. It's like I left a trail of napalm wherever I stepped.

I was hoping to walk back across a bridge I thought was still there... only to see that in my own foolish, stupid, black-hearted way, I had blown the bridge completely up.

So I guess that further concludes my journey back.

Time to turn around again... this time for good.

11:30pm EDIT: Time to rebuild the bridge. And it's going to take some doing.

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"I keep striving to win the prize for which Christ Jesus has already won me to himself. Of course, my brothers, I really do not think that I have already won it; the one thing I do, however, is to forget what is behind me and do my best to reach what is ahead. So I run straight toward the goal in order to win the prize, which is God's call through Christ Jesus to the life above."
- Philippians 3:12-14

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My God, what have I done? And I damn better have learned my lesson from all of this... To repeat this mistake again would kill me...