Twenty Seven

Another year...

Things are going good so far.

Two good things are coming up in a month's time.

One more thing to take care of by year end.

Life couldn't be better... ish...

Twenty Five...

Responsibilities and the Sine graph

"... the fault, dear Tain, was not in our stars but in ourselves..."

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Although I try to put it behind me, it always ends up coming back.

And if I try to push it away even harder, it will always come back even stronger.

I think I'll eventually revisit it again despite always encountering a null in between, so I will revisit it. What else can I do if no progress is being made?

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Speaking of progress though... a lot of things happening on the job front. Opportunities have sprung, a slight error on my part might have repurcussions, but apparently a lot of things are happening behind the scenes that I wasn't even aware of until now. Crossing my fingers...

Dear Lord... if this works out, I know what will happen next. I SWEAR IT.

Bye bye car... it's been good

Well, after 4 years, 3 bumps, 2 self-inflicted bouts of dumb-ness, and 3 student drivers, it was time to give the car back. Sure, it didn't have much power, it wasn't a head-turner, and the interior was cheap, but it got me from Point A to Point B and back without complaint. No wonder GM kept this thing in production for so long. It's actually a pretty tough car, and had a transmission that was easy to learn off from. I think I'll actually miss this car somewhat... at least until the replacement arrives... muhahahaha.

Shoot... anyone know how the TTC works? =P

Well, in my quest for the new car, I'm going to end up car-less for about 2 months or so starting May 25... drat...

I guess I better learn how to get to the office by bus... get my family to drive me... or rent... or buy a beater... eep...

Crap crappitty crap crap crap

Did I say 60 hours? I meant 60 YEARS!

It didn't feel right. I may be afraid, but it's because I am afraid of doing more damage than it is worth. I don't care. I don't want to make things worse than they are. I have to put it down... for now.

"I have to go.
I hate to let you down.

But I can't stop now.
I got troubles of my own
Cuz I'm short on time
I'm lonely and I'm too tired to talk"

The right time will come. I must believe in Him again. It's the only way.

"Let the universe unfold, as it should."